I have not slept a wink tonight. I just don't have it in me to turn my brain off. I have so much to consider & I'm worried sleep will dull the urgency of it all. If General Conference weren't an overload in & of itself, add illness, the prospect of moving in 2 weeks, and well, my point here is not to list the million & one tasks & challenges that are brewing in my noggin. The point is to say I'm overloaded with great effort it's taking to ensure rest in the near future. It's quite ironic actually, but my reaction is nothing new. I've always been one of those people who when an idea takes root, I can't rest until every detail of the idea is implemented & settled. I crave homeostasis like I crave snowballs (not the white fluffy kind, but the marshmallow, & cream filled chocolate cake covered with pink tinted coconut flakes), unceasingly. I guess that's all I really wanted to say, that my life is changing dramatically & I'm freaking out.
Sorry for the rambling nonsensical nature of this entry. No sleep, ya know...
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